Who would have thought: ME starting as a management assistant at Total. I bet none of the teachers at Hogeschool Gent saw that in silly little tomato An lol. August 1 will be thé day. First day of the new chapter in my life, called 'working'. :)
Oh little detail, I will start working for the same company as my old crash Mr Perfect. Exciting... Actually I don't think I will ever run into him or something, but still the thought of him also being there somewhere, bbrrr. ;p
Wednesday, 25 June 2008
Tuesday, 24 June 2008
Let's get drastical
Oké, yesterday I just had enough of it. I noticed that last week in Turkey I lost 2 kilos. How's that possible?! I ate a LOT (yes I know, probably much healthier than at home), drank coke with dinner and in the evenings I drank cocktails and beer, every single night... And here at home I drink water all the time, also try to watch what I eat and what is the result? I lose nothing, not even a pathetic 100 grams.
So: I am going to start Bodystyling! Today! After my appointment there, I'll know what the possibilities are, set my goals and on this blog I will write the evolution. :) Hmm if i can hang on to it of course.
So: I am going to start Bodystyling! Today! After my appointment there, I'll know what the possibilities are, set my goals and on this blog I will write the evolution. :) Hmm if i can hang on to it of course.
Tuesday, 17 June 2008
You know who you are
You got it girl, everything you wanted. But be careful, because now I am the one being hurt, but one day everything will turn and you will see that your 'best friends' are not the ones you think they are.
And you know what, if you really did say everything back you read here, I hope someone will get under your skin and make you suffer aswell, as you deserve. You seemed so smart, but are you really just an ignorant little girl, afraid of finding out the truth?
If not, please tell what it is, because I have no idea what makes you do this.
And you know what, if you really did say everything back you read here, I hope someone will get under your skin and make you suffer aswell, as you deserve. You seemed so smart, but are you really just an ignorant little girl, afraid of finding out the truth?
If not, please tell what it is, because I have no idea what makes you do this.
Play the player :)
Pfuuuh oké, for the first time in my life, I did it... lol. I played so badly with a guy's feelings. Well not just any guy, it was a turkish guy. That makes it not so bad, does it?
How it started: I arrived in Kusadasi last week, saw the guy I was crazy about, he just followed me to the toilet and starts kissing me. HUH? : Yes, that was my reaction. I don't know what gave him the impulse to do that, but I was not really unhappy about it. I had to leave after that, but he was coming to see me later that evening. Good... or not, because he didn't show up. I was angry, but the next day in the evening I couldn't take it anymore and sent him a message. Answer was not so bad, so I decided to go and have a drink at his bar the next day. He was so different, cold. I was totally confused. WHY the hell did he kiss me in the first place, I never gave him the impression I liked him.
After this, I talked about it with my friend and she decided to pay him a visit. Then he started telling her that I was a child, had to grow up, that we didn't even kiss?!
So that was that... the tears came out, all the disappointment, the anger, everything! And then I decided it was going to end and someone had to pay for it. I knew I couldn't get to the loser who did this to me, but sure some other player was going to pay. And what a miracle, 5 minutes later I knew who it was going to be. :p
This poor boy had said like 10 times before that he loved me, that he wanted me to be his one and only, blabla. Maybe it was true, probably not. I went to see him, gave him hope, sent him sweet messages, then gave him a cold look when he came near. Aahh time after time, it must have driven him crazy. He was about to give up on me, but without even so much as kissing him, he continued to try for me, and if I may believe him, he still waits for me now. :) If that is true or not, I don't care it just felt good.
We will see what happens next, in 3 weeks time. All I hope is I don't see H. because if I still feel then as I do now, I will just fall apart. But NEVER will he know that.
How it started: I arrived in Kusadasi last week, saw the guy I was crazy about, he just followed me to the toilet and starts kissing me. HUH? : Yes, that was my reaction. I don't know what gave him the impulse to do that, but I was not really unhappy about it. I had to leave after that, but he was coming to see me later that evening. Good... or not, because he didn't show up. I was angry, but the next day in the evening I couldn't take it anymore and sent him a message. Answer was not so bad, so I decided to go and have a drink at his bar the next day. He was so different, cold. I was totally confused. WHY the hell did he kiss me in the first place, I never gave him the impression I liked him.
After this, I talked about it with my friend and she decided to pay him a visit. Then he started telling her that I was a child, had to grow up, that we didn't even kiss?!
So that was that... the tears came out, all the disappointment, the anger, everything! And then I decided it was going to end and someone had to pay for it. I knew I couldn't get to the loser who did this to me, but sure some other player was going to pay. And what a miracle, 5 minutes later I knew who it was going to be. :p
This poor boy had said like 10 times before that he loved me, that he wanted me to be his one and only, blabla. Maybe it was true, probably not. I went to see him, gave him hope, sent him sweet messages, then gave him a cold look when he came near. Aahh time after time, it must have driven him crazy. He was about to give up on me, but without even so much as kissing him, he continued to try for me, and if I may believe him, he still waits for me now. :) If that is true or not, I don't care it just felt good.
We will see what happens next, in 3 weeks time. All I hope is I don't see H. because if I still feel then as I do now, I will just fall apart. But NEVER will he know that.
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