Play the player :)

Pfuuuh oké, for the first time in my life, I did it... lol. I played so badly with a guy's feelings. Well not just any guy, it was a turkish guy. That makes it not so bad, does it?

How it started: I arrived in Kusadasi last week, saw the guy I was crazy about, he just followed me to the toilet and starts kissing me. HUH? : Yes, that was my reaction. I don't know what gave him the impulse to do that, but I was not really unhappy about it. I had to leave after that, but he was coming to see me later that evening. Good... or not, because he didn't show up. I was angry, but the next day in the evening I couldn't take it anymore and sent him a message. Answer was not so bad, so I decided to go and have a drink at his bar the next day. He was so different, cold. I was totally confused. WHY the hell did he kiss me in the first place, I never gave him the impression I liked him.
After this, I talked about it with my friend and she decided to pay him a visit. Then he started telling her that I was a child, had to grow up, that we didn't even kiss?!

So that was that... the tears came out, all the disappointment, the anger, everything! And then I decided it was going to end and someone had to pay for it. I knew I couldn't get to the loser who did this to me, but sure some other player was going to pay. And what a miracle, 5 minutes later I knew who it was going to be. :p

This poor boy had said like 10 times before that he loved me, that he wanted me to be his one and only, blabla. Maybe it was true, probably not. I went to see him, gave him hope, sent him sweet messages, then gave him a cold look when he came near. Aahh time after time, it must have driven him crazy. He was about to give up on me, but without even so much as kissing him, he continued to try for me, and if I may believe him, he still waits for me now. :) If that is true or not, I don't care it just felt good.

We will see what happens next, in 3 weeks time. All I hope is I don't see H. because if I still feel then as I do now, I will just fall apart. But NEVER will he know that.