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Hm wow it's been a while since I last wrote something on my blog. There is one main reason for it: work! Yes it's a fact, I graduated in June, filled in some applications on websites and the first company that invited me for an interview and a test was Total, and a month later they offered me a contract. So August 4 I started at the Total Refinery in Antwerp, and that's where I still work today, luckily. :) Since then my life changed a lot, because I always have to get up at 5.15u and I was soooo not used to that. So no more going to bed at 2 o'clock during week days, now it's more something like 10.30u... I'm a woos. :p Work is awesome, most of my colleagues are really nice and I like the job a lot. There's a lot of variety in the tasks (that's the least you can say about it lol) and it's quite independent work.

Enough about work, there's something that bothers me... In the beginning of the year I had the feeling I'd met some really REALLY nice people online (I know, online... you can't get the complete image of how someone is, but still I think you can get a pretty good idea about it) but by now, the last days of the year, all contact has completely disappeared. Although I had a crazy summer with them, late September something changed. The summer feeling was gone and after saying goodbye then, we never said another word to each other. It is just SO strange, I don't really understand it. Or more specific: I don't understand myself in this. But I hear the comment is 'she doesn't speak to us anymore', well my comment is also 'they don't speak to me anymore', what's the difference? Maybe you can tell me what YOU feel about it?
And the thing that's even stranger: during summer I had the feeling when I saw certain people 'this is it, contact will fade out and it will end here' but no, at this point these are the people that I still e-mail with or talk to on msn. Anyway, I don't have a problem with anybody and I am happy that I got to know every single one of you (I mean all the ones not-Turkish now lol :p), it's an experience in life and wouldn't want to have missed this summer.